Poem - Sound Of Pain

Here are sounds just about me
As of which I feel ailing
Sounds that I am truly anxious off
Sounds which hurt my ears
Sounds with different meaning
But can’t abide anymore

Oh! Deity why am here?
Akin to a wordless clown
All set to burst with lots of emotions
But stuck like at all times

No one around me, who
Can listen in the sound I hold
The sound of pain
The sound of derelict

Why I am dejected?
However always try towards bliss
Will it make some sense?
These are the Q’s I hoist.